[It's awful that her first, natural response might be incredulity, because frankly the idea of that aggression, the lack of choice or at least the situation in which it would be difficult to object for a variety of reasons creates about the same reaction it has for years now - straight shot arousal that, if not for the far more important situation, would probably be dizzying for her. Who knew she'd actually be grateful for this heavy mood, because that's not a part of herself to be let out at all, basically.]
Mm. [That slouching, the lack of eye contact, it all worries her, but she has to give him room to go about it the way he needs to, even if it tears at her a little to see him devoid of his usual warmth.]
Is that to say you won't have a choice in how it starts, sometimes?
[Because she can't imagine the guy forcing a chicken to cross the road to save it's own life. So while she can certainly generate the fantasy it doesn't fit with Boxer as she knows him currently - which means there's something else, biological instincts or something, that she's not entirely aware of.]
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Mm. [That slouching, the lack of eye contact, it all worries her, but she has to give him room to go about it the way he needs to, even if it tears at her a little to see him devoid of his usual warmth.]
Is that to say you won't have a choice in how it starts, sometimes?
[Because she can't imagine the guy forcing a chicken to cross the road to save it's own life. So while she can certainly generate the fantasy it doesn't fit with Boxer as she knows him currently - which means there's something else, biological instincts or something, that she's not entirely aware of.]