[It's a weird moment to want to tell him everything from beginning to end, but she does. The words crawl up in her throat like a physical thing but this isn't the right moment. She can tell him later. ... Never mind that she's been telling herself that for months now.]

I think I'd just feel better if I was with you for now.

[And that's not a weird or off kilter response at all.] Not that I don't always want to spend more time with you, but still!

[She leans back to kiss him somewhere or another, it's a very wayward sort of kiss that is full of love.]